21/11/09

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The point that I should leave you alone.

post demanded by patricia but i’m not post about my ec xP heheh.

just back from family chalet. not much fun since everyone’s all grown up and everything seems so “habit”. lesser people stay over so i finally get to sleep on the bed :D uh, i didn’t even go cycling. only went swimming once hoping that i could tan a little but argh, bad weather. BBQ was cool. great satay, sotong balls and taiwan sausages(: went to T3 for a walk and had popeye’s biscuits! Jumbo was great as usual!(: heheh, spammed the chilli since i have a match on today and have to abstain from spicy food x)

we won the jurong match by 25. cool yo. i just wonder how they win amazon by 1 point. DANG. bloody ref. anyway, i got like 4 fouls during the first quarter already. eh wth i play bball so long no ref foul me because of my defence pose siol! somemore 4 times. shityouuuuu.

gotto leave my house soon to meet fad and go to sbc!

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18/11/09

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16/11/09

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“I’ve missed more than 9000 shots in my career. I’ve lost almost 300 games. 26 times, I’ve been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I’ve failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed”

— Michael Jordan (via justojusto) (via quote-book)

16/11/09

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Waiting.

got this feeling that i should abandon blogging (note:not tumblr, but blogging) and plurk. den i’d just survive on facebook. heh, life’s been so busy and mundane until i dunno whad to blog/plurk about. just trg work trg work. dang.

oh, sinseh tui my shoulder and ankle till fagging pain shit.

-cookiesandfrappe

14/11/09

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Just once, you got me mesmerised.

BOUGHT WHITE(edit)GOLD(edit) NIKE BBALL SHOES AND ORANGEYELLOW SB ^^ omg super happy HAHAHAHA. now last goal is everlast tank before family chalet. I WANT IT.

nervous for tmr’s match. arghhhh. hope i perform better den the match against AI. i just don’t like molten ball :/ very slippery. dang. nervous partly cuz i might see ec! xDD if ec decides to come luhhhh. heheh. ohkays, bet fad is giving the -.- face xPP LALALA~ omg, super excited xDD too bad ec isn’t online now or i’d ask if he’s coming xP

JIAYOUS!

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13/11/09

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“Optimists see the rose; pessimists see the thorns.”

— cookiesandfrappe

13/11/09

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You bring smiles to my face.

lol, finally on facebook! :O LOL. haha, trying out super lame games, quite meaningless though.

finally extra lessons are all over :DD heheh.

-cookiesandfrappe

12/11/09

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Milo Cup Matches!

15 november , sunday
vs min chong sports club , 5.00pm

18 november , wed
vs amazons , 5.45pm

20 november , fri
vs jurong sec , 1.45pm

22 november , sun
vs deyi , 3.45pm

all matches held at sbc! come support(: heheh.

-cookiesandfrappe

12/11/09

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Because you'll never know how I feel.

I’ve lost too many different people in my life because of different reasons like changing schools, going to different secondary schools, live too far apart, quarrels or simply because I chose to walk away to make things easier. Well, that just cause me to hold on even harder when other people come by. And everytime those people who just came by have to leave, I fall even harder than before. I hurt more than before. Then I heal and everything just starts all over again. Sometimes, as I heal, I remember those people that’d left, and I thanked God for letting them come into my life and leaving behind memories. Sometimes, as I heal, I try to think of ways to treat them better so we could have more time together. Then, I end up trying too hard and they left again.

I know I have to try to not hold on tightly, not depend on others too much, not be so sensitive, not be so emotional, not care so much, not think so much and a lot, a lot of other stuffs. But it’d take time, a very long period of time, for I’ll have to learn as I get hurt.

Sometimes when I know I’m getting hurt, I try to pretend, I try to protect myself and tell myself that I won’t give a damn. But I end up crying to myself, alone, at night. Because I realise it just hurt so much more when all the feelings surface all together at one time after keeping them inside me. And that pretending to not care is just a temporary method for me to be strong and not break down in front of other people. In another words, save my face.

It’s just not possible to know another’s feelings completely. You’re never that person, you’ll never experience the same thing, you’ll never see things that way I see it. So it’s quite impossible for me to see it in your perspectives, because the different encounters of your life make you see it that way, and mine made me see it this way. If you want me to see it in your way, you have to tell me what you see. You don’t leave me hanging and expect me to wander my way out and see it by myself because it’s not quite possible. I still see things my way.

I have many things to learn, and you too.

-cookiesandfrappe

11/11/09

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If we meet again.

teeheeeeeee(: hawks won AI with a score of 146 - 6 YOOOOO!! love my team(: no matter how badly you play you get a row of ppl wanting HI5s xDD heheh, all of them play so damn well! especially amy, fardiana and leah! :DD

congrats to amanda and lekha for winning too yeah! (:

and malaysia for winning singapore :O

LOL. heheheheheheheheh xD i think onyl fad knows why am i laughing like this HEHEHEHEHEH. pssssss xP

ohkays i veh high now i just wanna see _______ againnnnn xP the other one almost everyday can see yo! xP heheh. AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN. if time can rewind, i sure ___________________ xDD HAHAH. ohkays self high bye.

-cookiesandfrappe

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