Losing motivation in life because people aren’t what I thought they are, things aren’t going the way they should be & fucked up shit happens everywhere. Affected by all this shit isn’t doing me any good. Just being more and more superficial in facing everyone because I can’t trust easily anymore. Masks are way too common. If I’m being judged for being myself, I might as well follow the trend and wear a mask in front of everyone. Tired of socialising with so many people that are just gonna turn into mere acquaintance in the future. Badly in need of alone time with my good friends to forget all this fuckshit because it really hurts. Uncertainty scares me. I’m sick of guessing. I can’t commit without absolute trust that my efforts will be appreciated.

I miss you.

And I should seriously stop thinking about these shit.